My baby is 2! {How to survive and Enjoy Motherhood}

Yesterday we celebrated our baby’s 2nd birthday! It’s hard to believe two years has gone by since his exciting birth.  You can read about all the excitement – and grossness – of his birth here if you are so inclined.

The birthday went very well; it was a nice, relaxing, and fun day for everyone. We decided to have his family birthday party in the morning instead of the usual late afternoon/evening time and it worked out nicely that way. I did have to prepare a lot the day/night before but I might prefer that over working all day to get ready and then try to not crash during the party. I’ll spare the food details for another Tasty Tuesday.

Before the day ended yesterday, I watched the simple picture slideshow I put together of his second year and felt Joy and Peace…and profound LOVE. It’s really amazing how much love one can have for their children and how much love a child can have for his mother and father.

In putting together the pictures it didn’t feel like time had gone by that fast, all the memories from a year ago felt as if they only happened a few weeks ago. I could still remember some of them and that is a great feeling. Life hasn’t been as much of a blur as have other years with other babies. I wondered, why is this? Why do I feel calmer and slightly more relaxed this time around?

I can’t say for sure but a few reasons come to mind: 

1. Our son is finally one of those babies – you know the ones who sleep nicely, sit in their high chairs – sometimes even fall asleep in them.

He nurses well, never had too much reflux or bad latch issues (yay for no bleeding nipples!). He likes baths - loves jumping into the shower with his older brother. He’s just a mellow sort of guy. Or at least he has been in comparison. I don’t think I’d think this way about him if he were our first, though.

After a challenging first baby, every other baby seems easier. So if you have one of those first babies who you love soooo much but wonder if they are really going to be the death of you and you can’t imagine possibly having any more - have HOPE. IT WILL GET EASIER. 

2. I have help.

Lots and lots of wonderful, God-loving, help. Because I ask for it. Early into the pregnancy with our 4th, I sheepishly confessed to my husband about just how hard it had been for me with the last ones. I mean he knew of course that it was hard but I never really fully divulged the extent and depth of my postpartum depression. It’s a lot easier seeing it when you are out of it. Who wants to admit or talk about being depressed? That’s depressing.

I think also, as women, we tend to want to cover things up – make them look prettier than they might be or try and be stronger than we might be. It’s in our nature to be tough and grit our teeth and just keep going.  But, my friends, hormones are a BEAST. And they can be a very untamable beast at that.

So if you find yourself in such a postpartum stage that leaves you feeling cut open to the core, paralyzed in your overwhelmness, and you can’t seem to do anything but cry alllll day or want to hide or run away forever…or worse (not saying that was me quite but it is a reality of PP.) Get Help.It’s hard – so, so hard – admitting we need help. But once you ask for it and get it – you’ll be able to breathe and function again and you and everyone around you will be a little happier.

Talk to your spouse, your mother or in-laws, your friends, your neighbors, your priest or pastor – talk to you doctor if needed. Get yourself a community – a village. I guarantee once you get off your high horse and realize you really can’t do it all alone and get some help – you’ll be a much saner and happier woman and mother again.

3. I chilled out.

Or at least I am in the process of chilling out more about parenting. With my first and even the second and partly the third – I knew everything about everything. Now - I know nothing. Well, the truth is I probably know more of what’s really important and less of what I thought was important.

I’ve chilled out and let go of expectations of my children, my husband – and of myself. And this has made all the difference. I’m still learning, now I’m actually allowing God to slowly but surely chip away at my exterior and find out who He made me to be deep down under this superficial surface.

There are a lot of wonderful and inspiring ideas out there about parenting and I am glad in a way for all the information and various parenting techniques I’ve collected along the way. Now, it’s time for me to let go of others’ ideas and opinions about parenting and just be the mother I am. 

4. I have older children.

Our children are getting older and this cuts down on the stress exponentially. I know the secret of big families now – instead of growing extra arms, God gives them their older children’s helping hands. They don’t help all the time and there’s still a fair amount of whining, stomping and eye-rolling. But it takes the edge off of parenting, gives me just a slightly larger hole to breathe through.

If you have older children - let them help. If you don’t , go find some! I’ve found many moms are very happy to offer their older daughters and even son as slaves helpers for a young mother in need.

5. I pray better.

In my early life and mothering I prayed – a lot. I prayed rosaries while I walked the halls in the wee hours of the night waiting - pleading - for my colicky baby to go to sleep. I might have prayed more Our Father’s, Glory Be’s, and Hail Mary’s than all the Saints combined when I felt like I would never get this mothering thing right and all I wanted was for God to come down from His heavenly throne and do it for me.

But I wasn’t really praying. I was whining – stomping my feet around and throwing the biggest internal hissy-fits that would make any 3-year-old’s tantrums look like happy giggling. I know, now, that’s not what prayer is.

Prayer is a conversation. It’s a relationship with the One who knows me to down to my deepest core – and loves me anyway. It’s not so much about all the babbling words that make prayer effective, it’s about how much heart you put into it, how much plain and simple honest giving of yourself and placing everything - everything - into His hands. It’s about Trust and letting go. True prayer exposes me for who I really am, lays me bare in front of my God, and makes me whole again.

I’m not perfect, life with four children is still incredibly challenging. I still cry and whine and shake my fists up in the air asking, “Why, Why?!” But I see the light at the end of this tunnel clearly now and it gives me much warmth, strength, and peace.

How about you? What are your secrets to surviving – and enjoying - motherhood?

Nursing a Toddler, Interrupting Child, Marriage Prep, Christian Genocide {A Food for Thought Round-Up}

Simplemama's Food for Thought Round-Up

Happy Saturday! I hope everyone’s weekends have started out well. I’ve got a few helpful and thoughtful links to share for your weekend reading enjoyment. As always, feel free to comment on any you liked/didn’t like and, please, share anything you read that you’d like to share.

Finding Your Groove When Nursing a Toddler - This one definitely resonated with me as I now understand the “touched-out” feelings other mothers have complained about. I love my baby-toddler and our snuggle time but nursing time also drives me a little batty with all his moving around and driving his cars all over me and playing with my hair and nibbling when falling asleep. It can be like slow torture. But, there are also many great and wonderful things about toddler nursing – one being that I have a few moments to sit down and connect with him, look him in the eyes, stroke his hair and soft skin. As the youngest child of 4, I’m sure he really loves all this one-on-one mommy time.  Anyway, check out Haley’s post for some good tips and empathy.

Teach Your Child not to Interrupt in One Simple Step - A friend of mine did this with her son the other day and it actually worked! It signaled her son that she acknowledged him but that he had to wait, but without interrupting our conversation to tell him not to interrupt. I’m not sure how well or how long this would work with my kids but it couldn’t hurt to try. At dinner yesterday, the four-year-old came to me a few times and put his hand on my arm and waited until I looked at him to talk and it took a few times before I remembered why he was doing that.

When comparisons are choking the life out of you - Don’t compare. Just don’t. It’s a kill joy, it makes you bitter, turns your heart ugly and unfriendly.

A Preparation for Love - My friend, Monica, shared this great article about marriage preparation in the Church. It’s reaffirming to read about solid and authentic marriage preparation methods that focus on where the couple is and helping them continue in the right direction together.

Why Godparents Are Named After God - A great guide for godparent “shopping” and also great reminders/ideas for those who already are godparents.

Lastly, I know this is a sharp tangent, I’m sharing articles about the Christian Genocide under way in the Iraq area.

Please Pray for an end to the ongoing Genocide and “Religious/Ethnic Cleansing” going on in Iraq. I’ve ignored talking about because I’m so stunned by it – stunnrf this is actually happening, our day and age.  And why? Why is it happening and why aren’t we doing anything to stop it?

I also feel completely helpless in this situation – which makes me want to ignore it. But that doesn’t make it go away. I don’t know what we should/could do but I know it’s hard going about my day, grumbling about nothing, knowing my brothers and sister, my fellow humans, are suffering in such a horrendous way. These two articles really show how incredibly serious this is. I sent an email to my US Representative, asking for help, anything. Although, I’m not really happy about a new war I still feel that if we can we should try to offer some sort of asylum or help for these people. I’m not sure it will do any good. I’m not sure what my extra prayers will do to stop it. But I know those things will not hurt. They are something. Pray for these people, that they may have strength and hope and PEACE!

ISIS beheading children Yes, CHILDREN! And Women, mothers – rape, killing, awful. Pray for them, please.

Isis persecution of Iraqi Christians has become genocide, says religious leaders

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